Pick a band and answer with song titles of that band.

1. Choose a band: phish
2. Are you male or female: The Landlady
3. Describe yourself: Silent in the Morning
4. How do some people feel about you: My Friend, My Friend
5. How do you feel about yourself: Character Zero
6. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend: Dog-Faced Boy
7. Describe wanted boyfriend / girlfriend/ spouse: My Sweet One
8. Describe where you want to be: Wading in the Velvet Sea
9. Describe how you live: Free
10. Describe how you love: Split Open and Melt
11. What would you ask for if you had just one wish: All Things Reconsidered
12. Share a few words of Wisdom: Jesus Just Left Chicago
13. Now say goodbye: End of Session

It's so hard to love someone more than they love themselves. it's even harder to love someone unconditionally... and them take that forgranted. and, to add a cherry to this sundae that's already been scooped for you, it's even harder to try and explain how you feel and everyone just pass it off as, "oooh, you're drunk."



..no.. . i'm not.

so the other night i treated my mom to a movie.. she picked big momma's house 2. real close to the beginning.. there is a scene at what i am guessing was supposed to be a highschool but all the kids looked 12. one of the little boys coming out of a classroom was wearing a jimi hendrix shirt. you know. the tan one with hendrix's face in velvet or suade or whatever it is. yeah. the one everyone has.

do you really think that little boy listens to jimi hendrix?

it saddens me to watch such good music (jimi hendrix, the beatles, led zepplin, bob marley etc.) become so commercial.

soooooooooooo. i had the most fucked up dream last night. ali and i were in a car garage. we were walking to my car... it wasn't the car that i'm using right now.. i don't really know why i think it was my car.. i was walking like i was going to get in the driver's side and drive but i didn't have keys or anything. anyway, we'll just say the car belonged to me.. anyway, if i remember correctly, it was this old, but nice, grey toyota. and even though it was THE ONLY car in the garage, there looked to be a guy in his mid twenties standing out there eating something that was wrapped in a subway wrapper... he was looking at us really weird....and then taking a bite out of whatever he was eating while looking at us... ali said, "it smells really bad... almost like a dead person." the guy starts to walk away.. keep in mind he hasn't said anything in the dream... and then ali opens the trunk of the car... and there's a DEAD BODY in the trunk and the ear is missing... the body was really short, the head was turned to the side, it wasn't bloody or anything.. but the body has long brown hair. ali and i started screaching and then we starting screaming, "HE'S EATING HER EAR! HE'S EATING HER EAR!" i woke up after a few seconds of that.

but what the fuck?



we found a house to live in. it's real close to the corner of 2nd and patterson. it's super nice.. and it's the perfect party house... it has lots of escape routes too. but yeah.. 4 bedrooms.. 3 floors.. 1 1/2 bath... umm... screened in front porch that locks... umm.. huuuge basement... yeah it's definitely the perfect house for us and i'm super excited. we move in june 1st.
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that's the link if you wanna check it out.

i absolutely hate fake people. i mean... why the hell are you going to pretend to be friends with someone if you don't like them?? like.. who the hell does that hurt? definitely not the person being disliked with NO CLUE about it... i'm talking about amanda and jenna. two of my best friends for a long ass time. i'm not going into details yet.. because i emailed jenna so maybe she's not a complete bitch..


i almost ran over a biker last night. it was really funny..

I'm drunk...



I wasn't expecting it for the evening... but I guess i am one to enjoy SURPRISES!1

the only thing that disppoints me is that my solly wolly isn't with me.

i heart the feeling that i am right now...

Goldie.. well.. she passed away due to complications with car cancer.

there's a picture of her in her temporary resting place. luckily, i have the greatest grandparents in the world who are willing to part with their car for a couple months until i figure out what i'm gonna do..
...goldie.. you'll be missed.

ANNNNNNND my sherlock broke. i'm so.. heartbroken..

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my car finally kicked.. she was a good car.. lots of memories.. awe phish, dave matthews, tennesse... hot boxing.... just to name a few.. i loved her even with all of her flaws..

sarah.. i have lots to tell you. haha we need to hang out ASAP. i think you'll enjoy some pictures that i took over thanksgiving break.. well you may not enjoy them any more than the next person.. however.. they are interesting.. i met a couple (and got reaquainted with one) of your friends last week. one of whom i think might live in the lincoln house next year. but i'm not too sure if it's the right dude.

mom and joe are getting a divorce.. it's about time.

haha i got a new job, but then i lost it. it was bloomington sandwich company.. i HATED it.. but my car died on my way to work last wednesday.. which resulted in me not going.. which resulted in me getting kicked to the curb..